Yesh.. my “mama” is Yun Rui *winks* 
1st week of full-shift in school last week was over & I have been a good girl being on time for school 
Mickey Chocolate Egg!! *excited*
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After peeling the wrapper… *even more excited*
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Yumm Yumm… Now I see the toy!! *WAHHHAAAHAAA* >:D
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*TAAADAAA* >:D
2nd week of school/work coming! Jiayou!! 
Teach me how to be positive despite of all negativeness.
Teach me how to be with a smile that’s form from an overflowing with joy.
Teach me how to be unique… to stand out in this world…
never felt so stretch in my faith… in the area of giving…
believing that as i (or maybe try my best to) keep my promise… He will keep His too…
:’)
I love soft-toys that are cute and in shape, hug-gable would save it from entering my R.I.P bag.
And especially, i love my rui niu
The one that will not leave you alone and will always be there when you need some”one”.
a decision to be lazy and just nua and relax… or to do what is suppose to do
a decision of to do what when both is important but happening at the same time
a decision of staying in a place of love or to move on to a “foreign place”
a decision of making your thoughts into plans and into actions
a decision to let go or hold on
a decision to continue hating/disliking or to love
& more…
struggling….
but remind me that You are for me and will always be there….
yesterday was Jo. last service with 9-10 and she will be moving over to playgroup for a year… but what she said somehow strike my heart and kept me O.O for a while…
She said to the team… she remembered the first time i took games, she can *facepalm* totally, but now im doing alright with games with almost anyone )
Jevons also said to the team that I’ve been good (or maybe excellent) in my preparing of props for games, for LED etcetc…
So thankful for everything, because of this new opened door ( shifting to suntec ), I was able to grow and expand my capacity even more! I can take/host game rather well now, I can give offering on stage with mic w/o trembling (aka the microphone fear 
)… and last week i was given the chance to take announcements too!
Thankful for sat 9 to 10 YO & especially Jo.!! Looking forward to another greater year with the awesome team!
Jesus You care for me much more than birds that fly
And the seeds that grow into the trees so high
And I know you’re watching me for all my life
You care for me
You care for me my God
Deep down inside my heart will sing a beautiful sound for you my king
My song of worship
Jesus just for you
Just for you. Jesus
Just for you
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A timely song and reminder, that He still and will be caring/watching over me
Love times where by I can think & reflect..
One phrase that came up was.. God will never leave you alone, even if someone important is to walk out of your life (for either a short while or forever), God will always send someone else or even a group of friend to fill up the gap.
kinda convicted by the previous leaders meeting on tuesday… so I’ve decided to pack my stuffs & keep my house neater! But I nua nua nua nua nua-ed the whole afternoon nd only manage to started at night just now. Perhaps its around 3/5 done.. cause I took some time out to look back at some cards/reportbook etc…
Maybe I will always be blinded by the world.. but times like this really smack my face with the fact that I’m so so so so blessed.. with friends around me at the different season of my life & with this living testimony of God’s grace – How He could turn my life around.. & my result around, to some it might be not really a good result which I always thought so too, but to think that I can get 14points (L1R4+CCA) is already something really impossible if not for Him.
Yes, there might be many battle scars and hurting wounds on me but I’m still God’s masterpiece, believing He will complete His work in me one day, as God’s warrior that have fought and won many battle and.. maybe wars!
Whatever He have planned for me for 2012, praying that I will always be alert to hear, quick to react…and to have obedience to obey it…
What covers, what softens all the wounded heart… Your love, Your mercy, Your word, Your presence.
The main change to me in 2011 is… i chop off my long hair!!! to a medium length.. & I look a lot younger… & prettier ~ 
Taadaaa ~ flat flat long long hair ~
Haii! & also Joy who came into W466!
p.s. this photo is taken during Jan 2011
First time round having a whole movie theatre booked by YK zone.. Watching “Homecoming” during CNY period
Finished my first year in NYP!!
& also started the 2nd year too ~
CG reunion steamboat dinner!
Said sayonara to EXPO Hall 8… the place whereby I first came church, first got saved… and many more memories there :’)
Wrote this on the last offering at EXPO Hall 8 :’)
Had a chalet at sentosa with my closer poly year 1 friends
Had a tertiary cg members bbq/chalet at sentosa too!! Fun & relaxing times….
Shared my first testimony with a group of ykyouths during a youth meeting at edb…
Our last JW service.. :’) The “countryside” life
Was with MusYK when it all first started… as a guitarist.. The first day we all first met with all the leaders..
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Finally, we shifted into our promise land.. suntec :’) After a tough journey as a church…
Cheewee (a sec 1 boy at that time in our cg) left sg to taiwan… ):
Went to CCH Retreat.. thankful of Pastor Eileen who paid for my trip )
Donated blood again after soon a one year break from donating.. thinking i will be alright this time round..
but in the end, still GG-ed from it.. vomitted and was like dyyyyingggg 
“How I met my Father” – YK Youth camp..
Led a team together with Jedidiah…
APACHE! team of Joshua ~
This is not about me… but ITS JOY’S WATER BAPTISM!!
So proud of my little girl!
Yunrui’s 22nd birthday.. gotten 22 flowers/guys to pass to her
(Had my MM interview that day too…)
So proud of another girl of mine.. ESTELLE TEH! She joined the emerge with her friend and got into the semi final.. she is a winner in my heart!
Her performance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=082-Q33D68c
Got accepted into CCH SWAT class. #Thankful to God!
Dressed together as a cg, “come together”
A good friend of mine.. ANDREW aka andrewhahalee.. GRADUATED FROM SOT!
& also Shirley!
Had one of the most awesome steamboat together with my poly friends.. celebrating one of their birthday there Beverly(&her bf) Merl Adeline… I WANNA GO EAT AGAIN!!
Teacher day celebration! 9-to-10-YO both sat & sun team had a celebration dinner together too!
1st POLYUNITE meeting!
Met someone (YOU KNOW I KNOW WHO RIGHTTT!) at church during YKyouth event! Super cool!
Did my first CCH support for YKadults.. taught them to do mooncake
First time to Ps. Cafe to celebrate Gabriel’s birthday The cake is HUGGGGEEE and yummy
Had our first OM and above meeting…
Finally got to attend a wedding from my relative side.. my FIRST time.. lol…
I FINALLY WENT SWIMMING AFTER A LONG LONG LONG WHILE!!! & i swam more and faster then estelle
My boss BIG BIG DAY! )
CG HALLOWEEN PARTY.. the day gabriel house was filled with toilet paper~ *lol*
2nd POLYUNITE meeting.. first time taking the mic and prayed infront of everyone..
Started my shift attachment for TEP.. ELDC
MCML! Our first building fund in suntec.. after a long break..
CCH organized on outing to ZOO!
Had the chance to go help out in YKadult retreat CCH support Thankful I myself got my share of retreat there too & it was fully paid for us
Gotten the most faithful teacher award during the graduation service :’D
& we had 2 more POLYUNITE meeting in the year too..
Our first candlelight service in suntec!
POLYUNITE thanksgiving!
WL zone thanksgiving!
& was nominated for the best CGC
CG also won the most vibrant CG award!
&&&& we also got the best lion-dressed-up competition!
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BIRTHDAY GIFT!!A celebration with the older people in the cg + estelle
Birthday & Christmas card from CHC!
Birthday celebration with AW subzone! Got a guitar semi-hard case!!
Birthday cake from starbuck!
A birthday/christmas card from yunrui!
A birthday gift from Cherie (9-to-10-YO kid)
Gift, cake & celebration from CG!
Birthday cake from mum!
( btw.. my bear has the same birthday as meB&J icecream from kelvin
Birthday gift from Fiona!
Birthday/Christmas gift from andrew!
Birthday gift from benjamin bernard andrew xinyee estelle jingzhou kelvin!!
Birthday gift from Alicia Chiang!
Birthday gift from Estelle!
Birthday gift from sarah (a cch bus kid)
Birthday gift from jiamin (together with a shoe
2 pair of contact lens from Raymond and Susan!
Birthday gift from Beverly! ;D
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CHRISTMAS GIFTTTT!! Indeed a season of giving!Christmas gift from Yuncui! STITCHYYYYY ~
Christmas gift/card from John!
Christmas gift from Tracy!
Christmas gift from Aiwei!
Christmas goodies from Yixiang!
Christmas present from Weixiang! DAAAXIANGGG DAAA XIANG NI DE BI ZI ZHE ME NA ME CHANG ~
Christmas present from Pst Eileen!
Christmas gift exchange from nypharvester
Christmas gift from Joanna Sin!
Christmas snack from Michelle!
Christmas goodies from Sarah (a cch bus kid)
Christmas goodies from Raymond! ;D
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A few groups of friends who was part of my life in 2011 (& some still are.. )
#1. NYP classmates – BH, BN ELDC…
#2. CHC (as a whole)
#3. MusYK
#4. CCH – 9 to 10 YO, saturday team
#5. CCH – PET ZONE & especially AW Subzone
#6. NYPharvesters
#7. YK ZONE/WL SUBZONE – W466
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#1. NYP classmates – BH, BN ELDC…
ended my 1st year of poly in 2011…
Thankful to have meet this group of classmates.. even though we might not be close & bonded. BM1008, or also BH.. thank you for a good 1 year together
But yet from it i manage to meet a few closer friends.
& start my year 2 too with BN! Majority was still my classmates from BH.. met some new friends too!
The group of friends that I was with for year 2 sem 1
& also i started TEP! did eldc for my shift-attachement. And knew a group of good friends like Shing Yee,
& others like Elaine, Angelina, SiangLong, Zhangyu
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#2. CHC (as a whole)
As of for church, it has been a tough journey but yet a happy one… Went out of many trials & valleys, build many more friendship… strengthened relationship…
I’m still glad and thankful that I have set my roots deep down at CHC This indeed is my church, my life.
As a church.. 2011 is a year whereby we said sayonara to Singapore Expo.. especially Hall 8…
& in the midst of shifting to our new location… we had our last official JW service as a church before the new location…
& then we also said HELLO! to Suntec Convention.. Hall 601-603 & level 2 rooms & theater
Heeee! & also I did mascot at suntec! for family day svc! Thats me in all 3 mascot!
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#3. MusYK
Also got a chance to be part of musyk.. rather a short one because not really very talented with this craft.. and neither did i think i can too..
But rather thankful that in it i was able to make a few more friends, and some rather close one like Dovel,
& also Xinying, Jedidiah.
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#4. CCH – 9 to 10 YO, saturday team
Started serving at small group when we are at suntec & met a group of awesome friends at 9 – 10 YO, Saturday team! Thankful for this group of friends that made serving a lot more fun! Got also the chance to take games, offering, teach a smaller group bible study
& not only i’ve made friends with the teachers, but also with the children..
& thankful to God that I could get a award in the service thanksgiving, as the most faithful teacher award
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#5. CCH – PET ZONE & especially AW Subzone
& got a lot a lot closer to my CCH zone friends, AW ZONE.. they are my ohana, ohana means no one get left behind or forgotten :’) Thankful to my faithful visitation helper, Bernard and also my bus helpers, Bernard Benjamin Bong, Liwen… Thankful to have a leader who is like my friend.. thankful to have fun leaders like raymond frank & also some from TA ZONE.. like susan yuncui tracy
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#6. NYPharvesters
Following on with emerge + looking at my leader example of leading her NTU CM.. i took on NYPHARVESTERS.. thankful that now the pastoral side are supporting it and till date, we had 4 awesome meeting as Polyunite!
Part of the NYPHARVESTERS.. in meetups/meetings Thankful especially for an alumni, Cindy to keep on helping out with it
& from it, i found a few good friends! One especially is Jiamin,
Thankful for her help and her patience to take my “cold joke”
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#7. YK ZONE/WL SUBZONE – W466
It was an very eventful year for my CG, W466 as a whole.. the one thing to be thankful of is our relationship with one another got better
In WL zone thanksgiving, we won 2 awards as a CG… One during the best dressed lion competition..
& also being the most vibrant CG of the year (BEST CG OF DA YEAR! )
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To all my friends, thank you for being around in my life. To those that we have drifted apart.. it is my heart desire that in 2012 we will be able to get closer and spend more time with one another
Busyness kills relationship..
